she got a call - got asked if he was there
but he was not – he disappeared
no traces left - uncertainty stayed
& the feeling of being helpless
emptiness
the jack numbed him
he only wanted to sleep & fade away
“we all experience moments of despair…but for most of us, the sun comes out”
he cut his wrists and the crooks of his arms
three litres of blood left his body - coloured the cold water & the white bed sheet
he fell asleep
thereafter - awoke and still there
the marks mark his life
the next day he grabbed his bag & left his phone
not to get called?
because of being messy/confused?
he saw a car - the key was in the ignition
the woman belonging (to it) only three meters away
blown fuses
“roadtrip” to a lake
the lake where he had the best summers of his life
keep the memory for one night – then, try it again
the emissions of the car should kill him - but it was a long-lasting process
too long for him – useful air slowly going away – gasping struggled him
somehow, he couldn’t get rid of his life
after being headless, he walked around
recognized a building he hadn’t seen in recent years
he stopped – went in
his confusion provoked the people to call
the police
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